Thank you oh so much for ditching me you bitch! If you changed your mind about our plans then you should have fucking said so, but this just shows how childish you are. I was ready to go, I called you how many times? And not one fucking word from you.This year was not an easy one for me, and you know that. This year marked the end of my marriage, the realization that my lungs are finaly rotting in my chest no matter how hard I try to keep it from happening, a surgery, and the unbelievable pain of having the new man in my life half way around the world for half the year. I guess it was too much to ask to celebrate the end of this year with someone I thought was my friend and the man I care so much about. Go fuck yourself.